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Being hopeful, hopeless, and think of the ever so popular hopefully.

Hopeful comes to me from hoping that one special person would come and sweep me from my feet. Be there to take care of me, to love me for who I am. But most importantly, to put up with me and my daily bullshit (if I had any that day).

Hopeless comes to me from being left after I thought what was so right turned out to be something that was totally wrong. Bullshit games is not what I’m aiming for. I want something to be real and true. I know I may be young, but I’m waiting just like everyone else, and I want to be done with waiting.

Hopefully comes to me from when I’m getting over a heart ache. I try so hard to think about the brighter side of the shituation. As much as I cry, whine, and bitch about what ~~happened~~. In the end I’m going to try to stay positive because there is HOPE.

Dec 30, 200941 notes

N O P H A S E M E N T.

I`ve learned to not care, not to pursue if i didn`t have reasons, to not force things, to keep things how they are, & to not let things get out of hand. Just one mistake won`t change my mind. I`m hard headed, stubborn, & naive. Giving things a second thought won`t change my mind, i`ll have to continue to get hurt over & over again. But the one thing that`d make me look it differently, is when someone new just shoves me one way & i`ll look forward. I keep my head high, my stride strong, my independence, & control these emotions. & then i realized, that nothing can really get the best of me. <3

Dec 30, 2009

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